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Hello MoMs, :) today I am going to share
my first pregnancy story, unfortunately which was endup as miscarriage. Two
years back as according to our plans one year after marriage me and my hubby
decided to have a baby and happily I got pregnant which was good news for
everyone in family. we were very excited to have a baby in our life. I decided
to confirm my pregnancy and went to the hospital for further confirmation.
After done with ultrasound doctor told me that you are 6 weeks 4 days pregnant
and showed me my baby's heartbeat flickerings which was amazing. I came back
with smile on face to my hubby and told him that I saw our little bean's heartbeat, he was so happy and excited. We both were very happy with the start
of such new journey but who knows that next ultrasound will change our life.
After a couple of weeks before my second
appointment,one night I felt something wrong, I was shocked as I started
bleeding,it was not heavy but it was in red color which is very scary for any
pregnant mother. I came to my hubby with fear and share whole situation. He immediately
contact a doctor, I talked to her she said its normal until heavy bleed but be
sure to take full bed rest and go to the hospital for ultrasound asap to
confirm what's going on. At morning I told my husband that everything will be fine so he should go to office,I will go with my sister in law to hospital which was at 5 minutes distance.We went to the ER, doctor told me to make an
ultrasound as she wants to know if baby is doing good or not.....
I entered into ultrasound room with fear
and also prayers, hope for good. But news was very shocking as doctor said
sorry No Heartbeat,,,,,,,,,for a while I looked at her as I wanted her to say
something good which will feel me better but the truth was that what she told
me....I started crying and came out of room and called to my hubby who was in
office, I couldn't say anything to him just started crying...He was worried, he
asked me what's wrong and finally I said,our baby is no more.
My hubby is very loving and caring, he
was also broken inside but he started to say it's okey, no issues...your health is
more important, don't be panic, calm down I am comming.
That was day when I felt like I lost
everything but you know what this is life how we learn to face challenges. I
always have faith that everything is for good reason, but sometimes human has
no control on emotions and same situation was with me. When my doctor told me Miscarriage
is actually the natural help for parents as if there fetus could not grow
properly or have chromosomal abnormalities it removes by itself which is called
miscarry and which is for good reason so I decided why should we mourn
for we lost instead we should be thankful for everything we have in our life,
and the best thing in my life is my supportive husband, supportive family. From
that day I started to smile again and start positively think for my life ahead.
Moms this is my first pregnancy story,
hope you will understand my feelings and my prayers are for all moms to not
experience such bitter situations but if you are one of me its not end of life,
it is beginning to learn many things and to experience good things as well so
don't lose your hope as hope is the light which brings good things in life
again.
That's it for today, hope you will
enjoy, see you soon moms bye :)
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